By Doris Tarbutton
I wonder how often our dutiful prayers for healing, done in ignorance of God’s plans and purposes for the sick person, are actually hindrances. We major on the physical symptoms—usually ignorant of the real medical realities—expecting God to comply with our view of the situation. We see the physical symptoms of pain, bleeding, swelling, etc. but we cannot see the spiritual symptoms that correlate with the physical ones.
If God honors our pitiful attempts to pray for healing and does indeed remove the physical symptoms, without healing the spirit and soul—how much better off is the person? There are times God uses these infirmities and diseases to deal with the more important spiritual issues underlying the illness.
I am reminded of a young friend of mine, a woman in her 30’s with an alcoholic background. The Lord was doing a cleansing work in her when she chose to go on a ski trip with some friends. She knew that drinking alcohol was out of the question. However, in rebellion she chose to have one glass of wine. Sounds harmless? She paid a huge price for that rebellion. The next day, standing on a steep mogul slope her feet began to slip and she tore the ACL tendon in her left knee. She knew immediately that this was a discipline from the Lord. To this day, some 7 years later, the metal in her knee is a constant reminder of her disobedience. Did we pray for her? Of course! My concern for her was more for the spiritual issues she had to deal with than with her physical condition. If she didn’t learn the lesson this time—what would be next? The Lord was working to conform her to His will; this was the primary focus.
In the fall of 1995 the Lord chose to begin a transforming work in my life. I didn’t ask for it to the degree I received it—all I wanted was a reasonable relationship with Jesus. The way He did it was to stop up my ears! I was almost totally deaf from December through February of 1996. The doctor did what he could, but nothing changed the condition. I knew without any doubt that this was the Lord’s doing, but from the outside I was indeed pitiful. Along with the deafness was a chronic deep bronchitis that meant I had to remain at home. My lifestyle was changed dramatically. Not being able to hear, I could only hear what was in my head. I began to hear the Holy Spirit speaking and teaching me. Looking back, it was an experience I treasure. At the time I just wanted to hear again and be able to breathe without congestion. Others only saw the physical struggle and heard the horrible cough. It was the spiritual that the Lord focused on. By February I was a transformed woman. As I yielded to the Holy Spirit, he began to reward me with healing. By the end of February I was well—never to have those same problems again! I say that now many years later. I am grateful that the Lord did not heed the well-meaning prayers of friends and rob me of that extraordinary experience that launched me into a wonderful newness of life in my Lord Jesus.
Out of that experience and others through these last 8 years I understand what the Holy Spirit was teaching. It is our responsibility to listen to the Holy Spirit and pray, intercede, on behalf of the afflicted to conform to the will of our heavenly Father according to what He gives us to pray. Perhaps there is an underlying anger or unforgiveness issue, perhaps there is rebellion, unbelief, worldliness, pride, self-centeredness or some other sin that, when dealt with and healed by the Lord, will facilitate physical healing. It is well documented in secular literature that the issues of the soul can bring on sickness and infirmity.
It is not for us to judge the causes of the illness, but it is for us to intercede as we hear the instructions of the Holy Spirit for that individual.
A favorite Scripture of mine is Exodus 14:13-14 “Do not be afraid. Stand firm and you will see the deliverance the LORD will bring you today…The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still.”
This can be applied to every situation in our lives, but I especially like it in regard to intercessory prayer.
When the Holy Spirit assigns someone to me for prayer and tells me what to pray I know that the information is confidential. There is nothing I can do but the part given me—lifting the request before the throne of our heavenly Father. It is not for me to go to the individual and divulge what the Holy Spirit has said; it is not for me to “share a prayer request” with others. It is only for the glory of the Lord through His working out the deliverance in that person’s life. It is for me to stand still and watch, with wonder and blessing, to see the Holy Spirit do a work in the person’s life, bringing spiritual wholeness and/or restoring physical health. The outcome is His. I share in the victory in the knowledge that I was a conduit of faith for the Lord to pour His healing power into the individual’s spirit, soul and body. What a blessed privilege is ours! This concludes The Healing Tree. Next, I’ll post “The Laying on of Hands”–what I learned from Scripture.